Dammit, we called today. The producer is having another meeting with the network tomorrow. Apparently there's gonna be 5 rehearsal tapings on the set, and they're gonna set the dates for those tapings tomorrow. The people in the tapings are gonna be the cast they have now (including me). After these tapings, the network is gonna decide if they wanna go with this cast or change anyone.
I'm just very anxious and upset now because the production team was all about using me and it looked like if the show got accepted I would definately be on it. But now, it's possible that the network won't want me and then I'm screwed. I called a writer that I know who also wanted to take me around to a couple of shows and asked if he knows anyone at this network. I guess one of his friends worked on the production for this network until last year, so he probably still knows a lot of people there. He's gonna find out for me, it would be great if we knew someone on the inside. At least that would give me a little more security. Goddammit! This is bullshit!!!
I'm just really depressed. I know I shouldn't be because I still have just as good a chance now as I did before and I doubt that the network will wanna find new people this close to the actual air date (since they want the show for the summer season). But still, I feel like it just got one step farther away instead of closer. Shit!!!
Thank god I have cigarettes today.
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My Current Diet: From here you can follow each week's diet as my dietician gives them to me.
This week we are back to the first week's diet (which you can see if you click the link below).
However, there is a slight difference. One day, breakfast will be the same. But for the rest of the day I will eat 1 kg. (about 2.2lbs.) of only seasonal fruits (strawberries, cherries, apples, pears, nectarines). They can be mixed however you want and you can eat them when you want, just make sure that they are all you eat for the rest of the day and that you don't eat more than 1 kg. Do this for one or two days this week.
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My Current Workout: from here you can follow my exercise program as my trainer give it to me.
This week is just cardio, after six days of this we will add wieght training.
Treadmill: 20 minutes with no incline, at a speed of 5.5
Stationary bike: 15 minutes at level 1, rpm around 70
Stairmaster: 8 minutes at level 1
Elliptical Trainer: 10 minutes at level 1, between 55-60 rpm
Rowing: 5 minutes
Be sure to keep your heart rate above 110 but below 130, this is best for maximum fat-burn. My trainer adjusts this each day as it gets too easy or difficult, adjust the difficulty by checking your heart rate. As long as you are between 110-130 keep going at that pace.
Don't change the amount of time or skip anything on the list. Even if you like one machine but hate another, do them all in this order. It is designed to charge your metabolism and impact all your muscles
Aside from the workout, I make sure to walk as much as possible whenever I can.
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how about the person i introduced you to? is he by any chance on that network? the one that called you for the concert?
shit no. that's what's so stupid, i know a bunch of people at that one, in fact this writer is there too so I would have been 100% sure. this network is the bigger one that actually owns the one you're talking about ;)
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